23 April 2011

Good Friday in London

Good Friday is my favourite holy day. It all started back in Providence at Grace Church where I fell in love with the Seven Last Words. This is a three hour event of solemn contemplation interspersed with sermons on the seven things Christ reportedly said from the cross. Each sermon has a song and a reading that goes with it. But best parts are the large swathes of silence in between each sermon, song, and reading. It really gives you time to contemplate. When in Chicago last year I had no trouble finding an Episcopal Church doing it. But until now I had not found it here in London, at least not at the parish level. I finally found something vaguely resembling it (minus the large swathes of silence) at St Paul’s. It was a Three Hour Devotion called Seeing in the Dark: The Poetry of The Passion. The poems and sermons were amazing. Thanks to the Reverend Canon Mark Oakley, I have now a selection of inspiring poetry to read.


Canon Oakley reminds us that in the age of bumper-sticker theology, true faith is nuanced and ever-changing... and that poetry is better equipped to deal with ideas like suffering, faith, and compassion than any literal edict. Another cool thing about poetry is that the same poem will speak completely differently to different people. That flexibility allows each of us to find that unique piece of the spiritual puzzle that each of us is missing as an individual. Looking at the wonderful diversity of Christian faith over time through poetry rekindled what drew me to Christianity in the first place: Its potential as a force for compassion.


One of the reasons why I like Good Friday so much is that the Almighty suffers just like we do. During my work at hospital, I witness some people whose daily suffering makes the three hours on the cross seem like a walk in the park. I also witness some overcome that suffering even though nearly everything has been taken from them. These people experience a resurrection of sorts that is individually more miraculous than anything in the Bible. Perhaps I am oddly comforted by the Almighty suffering because it opens up my heart to be compassionate toward Him. Worshiping a God who allows suffering of those who are clearly not equipped for it is no easy task. But when I visualise Him on the cross, I naturally want to relieve that suffering, just like I want to relieve the suffering of all who need hospital. It draws out the compassion in my soul; it draws out my humanity. And it encourages me to keep giving of myself and of my compassion. I know that what I am saying doesn’t make any sense. The poets explain it much better:


Dream of the Rood


Love Brought Me


The Agony


A Hymn to God the Father


I Measure Every Grief I Meet


Song for Holy Saturday


Photo Credits: Ruthwell Cross, St Pauls

10 April 2011

Grand National

I watched the Grand National yesterday at the recommendation of a coworker. It is a 4.5-mile horse jumping race that takes place in Liverpool each year and it seems that nearly everyone bets on it even if they would never otherwise pay attention to any other horse race. During the race itself 20 of the 40 riders failed to finish because either they were unseated from or fell from their animals; or the rider simply had to stop out of concern for the animal's health. After the race, the winning horse had to be immediately brought to the stable for emergency rehydration. This is one grueling race.


The race is two laps so several of the fences, which are topped with spruce, are jumped twice. In this year's race, the riders had to be waved around two of the fences on the final lap. The cameras dutifully followed the race, but you still could clearly see what looked like a tarpaulin covering something roughly the size of a horse as the riders were waved around the first skipped fence. As the cameras followed the race past the second skipped fence, you could see a makeshift enclosure with a few people franticly moving around it. Because of the enclosure, it was difficult to see if the people were attending to a horse or a rider. Both were horses... and they both died from injuries sustained in the race.


I remember as a child going out with my family to pick out a steer for slaughter. Being raised as a meat eater, this event was neither surprising nor traumatic in any way. And as an adult, I have seen slaughtered animals and have even been to several slaughter houses. Again, this does not really bother me. (I have to admit that I am frequently troubled that this does not bother me more than it does.) I was definitely way more shaken watching Dale Earnhardt die in the Daytona 500, but this was still hard to watch. Part of it was I just was not expecting it. I knew that it was dangerous for the riders, but I had no idea I would be watching animals die. I might feel differently had I been told that this happens from time to time before I watched it. I don’t want to give the wrong impression here. I believe that the owners, handlers, and riders absolutely adore these magnificent animals. I am happy to leave it to the English to figure out what, if anything, needs to be done. All I am saying is that I was just not emotionally prepared for what I saw.


Photo Credits:
Jumping Horses
Fence 19
Dale Earnhardt